A new year is coming around the corner rather fast. Only a few more days to come up with how I want my year to go and what I want to do. I've been reading other blogs and seeing what their NY's resolutions are...some are the ones you hear/read every year; Losing weight is probably the most common one. I won't say I don't want to..of course I want to..I have a little poof (yes I call my belly fat a poof, sounds better that way). But i'm not going to go into a horrible spiral where I tell my self I can't eat this or I can't eat that because what's the first thing that happens?! You feel repressed and crave it till you eat and eat! No more I say!
What my resolutions this year are...
1. To dress better or at least feel better in what i'm wearing. I put together a little visual about what you might find me in most of the time. Neutral colored t-shirts or sweatshirts, baggy pants or sweatpants...and usually with my hair pulled in a pony-tail or under a hat. I have a horrible habit of while in school of not having enough time to really put time into what I look like. I might spend 15-30 minutes getting ready and i'm out the door. I just want to look a bit more put together and be more confident.
BUT I don't want to loose who I am and what I like; which is cute, comfy, and geeky. I have already bought the red blazer, still slowly accumulating the rest. I also have this habit of my weight size changing...bigger or smaller it slightly fluctuates. So I keep clothes from different weight sizes I have been...I realize this is probably not a good thing. I'm going to go through my closest and get rid of things I haven't worn in more than a year or things I can't fit into anymore.
2. I want to do more..have fun..go out and live
3. No more stressing out, no more panic attacks, no more break downs..
(I have a really bad habit of putting everything on my shoulders and caring to much)
4. work on my 21 things to do before I turn 21 list
THAT'S IT! ONLY FOUR!! ^ .^